my parents or family have not been nurturing or loving my whole life and they have always called me lazy and what not. i know i have had metals and have been chemically altered my whole life too. so i was wondering if any of you have ever been called lazy?

i know ive always been exhausted, depressed, and havent been able to deal with the least amount of stress. does this have a lot to do with my productivity you guys think? i always did have a hard time getting things done when i was told. i don't think i am lazy but its like the smallest task is monumental in my mind. i think i am very active person actually when i am well who is a hard worker thats efficient and does a good job. but ive been sick forever. can anyone relate?