You know Tyler Durden in the Film “Fight Club”. My all time number one film that. That’s how I feel. I feel like I am leading two completely separate lives.

One normal guy going to work on the train, working in an office, doing normal work things, smiling and being nice……but hollow inside.
The other a health freak, reading and obsessing over weird healing protocols, going home and sitting in a bath full of hydrogen peroxide and Epsom salts! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/looney.gif" alt="" />

I am used to this now, but it used to be considerably worse when I was a party aminal. Then, I was two completely different beings, working during daylight, clubbing at night. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/taz.gif" alt="" /> i am not as bad now thankfully

"All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third it is accepted as being self-evident."

Sunshine