Hi Mati,
It sounds like you've really been through alot,and with no support too.
I can understand when you question whether you are fit enough to go through the process of removal &detox.
I felt like that too,and even now,I feel like I'm the only person who can answer some of the questions and I am now my own practitioner too.
I have been doing my own research and experimenting &finding what does &does not suit.I feel I have to do this as there is so many conflicting advice &confusion on this matter.
I hope this makes any sense.

The RV idea seems like a good way to get around,you could always stop &rest if you needed and the U.S. seems to be where it's at for the mercury experts.
Have you anyone you could take with you for support?

Right now though,take your time to get stronger,
diet can be so powerful in transforming our health
I really admire you ,taking these steps to get well.
I feel discouraged at times too but also know that our bodies are constantly working to put everything back in proper order
to the best ability.
And I feel I can understand about the family &relationships.