Welcome back linda.
yeh its all ups and downs for me too. when im feeling normal, i cant believe i could have felt so crap, and when im feeling crap i cant believe i can feel normal. lol.
ive been chelating now for well over a year and still suffering with anxiety and depression and feeling weird but not all the time, thank god. it can take a few years sometimes to get better, i know thats the case for me because not only was i poisoned by amalgams, loads of vaccines and tuna but i went heavy on the anti fungals before amalgam removal, taking them every 2 hrs every day, then i was exposed during removal. i have years of chelation ahead of me, its a pain remembering all the supplements everyday, hormones and chelators.