Thanks jinx. It's quite obvious that you are still much more affected than i am but my live is still a little personal hell.

In the past year i had many days, weeks, months when i felt truly insane. It DOES get better if you stop mercury exposure and chelate with ALA for a while.

I feel like i am still far away from a full recovery but there is something happening to my brain recently. It is hard to quantify what exactly it is but the world looks different. It feels like i begin to remember who i really am, what is really important in life, how i felt before i got sick. I am amazed when i think back how i would behave, deal with other people when i was still exposed to mercury.

I didn't even realise how 'drugged' i really was. My mind is still clouded but sometimes for a short moment i can see through and it makes me understand that i've been blinded and why i struggled so much in life. I simply wasn't myself for many years.