hi guys , thanks again for the replies , when I found this web sight last year,I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would ever get to this point again ,just did not want to get my hopes up ,as I and many of you have found out that mercury poisoning can be a very cruel trick ,just when you think your over the hump ,you start the downward slide again , but I can say that I feel very solid ,and can acually start to make long term plans with my family again , one thing that this illness has taught me is that if someone gave me the chioce between 10 million dollars or good health I would take good health any day of the week , and I do not fear death anymore because I know that there are worse things than death ,like living with severe depression and not being able to function normally , I have lost all confidence in the health care system , they are just legalized drug pushers ,and are not interested in curing people anymore , we have become an easy source of income for them , sorry to sound so negative ,but feeling good again has made me angry , for what I had to go through just to get to this point , I just want to thank you all ,and I hope that all of you recover very soon also