Its my fault. I funked up the last round. I missed my second dose. First dose was 9pm, second dose at midnight was missed ‘cause the alarm didn’t go off. The 3am alarm woke me and I thought (in my sleepy head) it would be ok because I’d only been on round for 3 hours, I missed 3 hours…so I thought it would be ok to just continue the round. Also I’d been feeling pretty good recently….so I got a bit cocky and just popped the next cap in.

I thought I’d got away with it because nothing bad happened, and I (somehow?) forgot all about missing that first dose. My memory plays strange tricks with me these days, nothing big…just tricks. I forgot my pin number yesterday too from my cash card? Was a most strange feeling not remembering my pin…”eh?”

Interestingly ….. my temps dumped down to 96.2 when I was feeling real bad. But now back in my normal range 97.5.

Lower back pain is back…..’mare
Feel tired and drained and a bit spacy, tingly, vision is slightly blurred……..’mare
Anger has calmed now, although I feel it bubbling away quietly in the background. The anger is not new, but usually I hide away and keep it in check.

Did a castor oil pack last night watching a film, wow they are great….really calmed me down. Very soothing. Highly recommended castor oil packs. Gonna do more tonight.

Wish I could blame the full moon, but was not completely full last night, almost but not quite. i do wonder about that sometimes but i don't know D squat about moons and all that. All this stuff is defo mercury redistribution ‘cause I screwed up the round. Hopefully will pass soon.

Its another painful mercury lesson for me. Cutler words yet again are absolutely spot on. Don’t deviate from the protocol!

Don’t know what I’d do without all my friends here. Life would be unbearable. Thanks for your understanding. I promise not to lose my temper until the next time <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/looney.gif" alt="" />