hey guys some of u may remember facial paralysis that I got 2 months ago, well what happened today topped it all.

It happened in the morning, when I got up. I drank some water and immediately after drinking the water I started getting lightheaded and went straight to my mum in the kitchen saying I am about to faint. As she was leading me to lie down on the sofa I started feeling paralysed in certain body parts. As I laid down paralysis captured all of my body and eventually I looked like a child with cerebral palsy (no kidding). My hands and feet were rigid and bent and I couldn't move them, I couldn't speak because of facial muscle paralysis. It passed after a couple of minutes, but my hands and fingers still felt rigid and kept trembling the whole day. My mother witnessed everything, at leats now she knows, cause she wouldn't believe me when I told her back in august about my facial paralysis.

On top of that I am going more and more crazy, find illogical errors in my speach and writing, and have no memory, and feel mentally like a kid etc etc I just read the facial paralysis post from august and some other messages of mine from that time, and boy, was I in a better mental state.

Its so f* unfair and cruel. But I stopped caring. Or actually the illness made me stop caring.

Crap!

mike