Yeah I ate some tuna when I still sick and had the same experience.

Who knows, maybe in a few years dentists will get it together and figure out that there are problems with composites too, well they already know. But whoever patents the first truly benign calcium based filling material will make a fortune so undoubtedly there's plenty of incentive for someone to be working on it already, which someone probably is. I could probably do that if I set my mind to it. but I have too much on my plate already.

I'll wait. Jesus is the best doctor anyway. They have these revivals in south america and the artic and other places and these people come out and God has fixed their teeth and every thing, replaced missing teeth, no joke... so i know he can do it.

I think he wants me to be just a little bit sick and needy right now, keeps me closer to Him, a taste of reality, my feet on the ground... a gentle reminder that i need him every day. I actually like it in a certain needy way... he's been here a lot of late and there is nothing better than that... I feel his presence that awesome love and healing fiery heat a couple times week of late. he knows I love the attention... I am such a ham.

I have wandered a lot in the past when i am feeling my ultimate top notch sad to say. Drinking, schmoozing, I was starting to do that again so it's no mystery why i got sick. and of course there is you all from whom I have learned so much too and hope to at least plant a seed of true salvation into here and there also. I do know how to plant but I don't water very well so someone will have to flollow me i am waiting... Jesus needs more workers Bex. Not far off you know...

Be forever blessed in him yes indeed.