Thankyou all for letting me know that there are people out there experiencing the same awful stuff.
I still feel so alone though.and still feel like I'm the only one.
At the moment I have been getting a hard time at home for using the computer so much &talking to "virtual friends"instead of family,but I feel like this place is a life line at the moment,and appreciate all of you for your help.
I have tried talking to them before,they don't understand,don't want to listen or say,yea,yea,you'll be fine!Don't worry about it...This makes me feel really desperate &lonely.
Anyone know of a good mercury detox counsellor.wouldn't that be fab.