Anyone else ?
This is a difficult one for me to actually admit.
I find myself being paranoid sometimes ,questioning people's alterior motives, we have builders in at the moment,I found myself wondering what they were really doing.
I also feel like people talk about me,and people avoid me,this could be true,I have probably not been a bucket of joy to be around lately!
I find this so hard to admit to anyone because I know how absolutely insane it is.And then when I read about the chemtrails etc,who could blame me for questioning &being a little suspiscious???
And I'm becoming Increasingly distrustful.Even of people I have known &loved for years.(Maybe a little distrust is a healthy thing after all I 100% trusted that my previous dentists knew what they were doing when they put amalgams in my mouth...) <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/unsure.gif" alt="" />

SF: Yep, only sometimes, but I think this is another mercurial gift some of us get.

TW

yep that's mercury, going thru it myself now.

Yes, I get this and have had this. It seems to cause a loss of self assurance and confidence and makes you feel really isolated and alone, even around other people. And on top of that, the paranoic thoughts of "do they really like me...why are they being distant all of a sudden?" etc etc.

I am very much that way since the poisoning. I remember how I was before it and I made friends much easier and kept them. Since this? I'm just not stable like I was, and the sickness has made me rather boring and dead, like the personality is not there as it was.

I've learned mainly to be around my own company. It's a relief to know I'm not alone with this though, you really start to feel like a nobody.

Yes I feel the same way at times. Some days are better than others but I know exactly what you mean and you are definately not alone!!!! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/byesad.gif" alt="" />

Thankyou all for letting me know that there are people out there experiencing the same awful stuff.
I still feel so alone though.and still feel like I'm the only one.
At the moment I have been getting a hard time at home for using the computer so much &talking to "virtual friends"instead of family,but I feel like this place is a life line at the moment,and appreciate all of you for your help.
I have tried talking to them before,they don't understand,don't want to listen or say,yea,yea,you'll be fine!Don't worry about it...This makes me feel really desperate &lonely.
Anyone know of a good mercury detox counsellor.wouldn't that be fab.

Hey Sunflower
I feel the same way about this forum....it seems to be my home right now and you are right about the a lone feeling, that is why I spend so much of my time on here. I too take hype about being on the comp so much but oh well if they would all listen and support me I would not be on here. All the people on here make me feel like family so I am still here...no hype on here just straight answers. Only mercury counselor I know is this forum!!!!
Take Care and Hang in There!!!
Rachel <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/hangingonanlimb.gif" alt="" />

Thanks Skieslimit. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wehug.gif" alt="" />