My grandfather was a preacher he is now retired.I knew of jesus but didnt want to know him.I was going through a terrible,abusive divorce and drinking alot on the week ends at the bar when my kids wernt home.Then my uncle thats 2 yrs older than me called and asked me to hang out with him and his wife on a friday night instead of going to the bar so i went over to there house and they invited me to church on sunday I said okay but thinking yeah right but sunday morning came around and I got up and went to church.I felt so good and then I went on wed. nights then I was getting convicted bad so than I stopped going to the bars and quit drinking start bowling and doing normal fun stuff.I still didnt give in I was stubborn and I was going through so much with my divorce and I was single for a year so I had a bad spirit but then I had went to my grandparents one day they are like my mom and dad because I hated my mother for 15 yrs.Anyways I was sitting there talking and they said my uncle told them i been going to church I started crying and they asked what was wrong and I said only god can save me and set me free they said do you want to pray?I got up and kneeled down at there coffee table and was trembling and prayed and the most awesome warm feeling came over me and it felt like a huge weight was lifted off me all the hurt was gone.I cant even begin to describe it.My new life began on March 4th 2003 and god has been more than good to me.I forgave my mother which was the hardest thing for me and now we have a beutiful relationship and I even forgave my ex who was a crack addict and a very abusive man now I just pray for him that god release him for his addiction and that he finds god.I dont know if he has or not because i dont talk to him its been 5 yrs.but who knows.I have 2 kids 15 and 18 and I hope that the seed i've been sowing in them starts growing soon.But yeah GOD is awesome.............
I hope they are gentle because the last one cranked so hard that my face was black and blue for a week and i took arnica.