I have all of that too! Panic,anxiety,depression, sweats at nite sleep problems. It all sucks memory problems,sometimes I can't find my way to where I want to go. Putting on a front with others is not easy but most don't believe we are sick anyways. I drag through work and social settings as well wondering if I will make it through another day pretending i am ok. Like Sunshine I am so tired of it I could scream but I just keep pushing onward. And all the so called friends well lets just say you find out who your friends really are when you are suffering. Practically all of mine think I have lost it and ready for the loony bin. They can except the fibromyalgia but not mercury. I too was so glad to find this forum where there are people like me and I can complain when things get too tough. I see myself in all the threads and posts. Sad world we live in!!! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/hammermehead.gif" alt="" />