Sunshine,
What has changed?Firstly my mouth does not taste of metal in the morning,it feels like anew mouth.
Something has lifted off me.
I feel as if I've been carrying this huge weight,that is suddenly gone,but because I've been carrying it for so long,I'm still holding myself in that bent posture,so to speak,if that makes any sense.
Thismorning I felt low &cried but felt good after.I am not flying around with lots of energy,I just don't feel bad like I did for months.
Each morning I wake up feeling like I've slept well & get out of bed wide awake,which has not happened me in a while.
My Dad gave me a lift somewhere in the car yesterday & I completely forgot the way,which was frightening.That made me feel anxious.I am only 28yrs old.My granny had alzheimers
and I remember how confused &anxious she became when she knew she should remember something like that,
My head feels more clear but I am still going blank,forgetting things midsentence.
Sunflower