Hi Sunflower
It is sad. I have lost about 12 years of my life too and I wonder just how much my vaccines as a child had to do with my health growing up. When I was young I could never play in the snow with the other kids. If I did I would feel like I had the flu for 2 or 3 days. Had my tonsils removed when I was 6 years old. We always thought everything went back to not having my tonsils but maybe it was all about the mercury. I also started having migrane headaches shortly after my amalgams were put in and thats when I started having depression and anxiety too. It all really sucks and its too bad that so many peoples health is in jeopary just because of others greediness. Hope you are feeling better soon. I am hanging on and taking one day at a time...one step at a time. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smirk.gif" alt="" />