I’m out the other side now, phew and ouch! Thanks for the support, its cool seeing the kind words, even if I couldn’t see straight until now.

That was some hardcore heavy duty headfunk on Thursday. It was so strange waiting and anticipating the brain fog to arrive. Amazing that I have learned enough to know roughly when its gonna hit. Was very surreal. It came on so fast. One moment all was calm, the next boom, I was washed away in a tsunami of fog & confusion……as I said very surreal. It did start hurting, pretty soon after that post too.

When you’re feeling fine, it’s sometimes difficult to remember exactly how bad the bad times got. Looking back at the above post…..man oh man…. It takes me right back.

Thankfully, as bad as it was, it was not as bad as last weeks attack which was ........................yeah worse. Out of sheer desperation I have provisionally booked the last amalgam for removal on Monday. I should probably wait another week or two, to fully recover, but I just want this funking stuff out. Its gonna screw me over whichever way I do it, slower or faster. Maybe when the last one is out, the after-effects won’t be so bad? Maybe I will start getting proper better? Finally?

I don’t know, I may cancel it. I’m going on holiday in a week and half and would be real cool to be merc free then. But I need to be able to drive for 10 hours in a day, so I don’t know….by Monday I will be thinking straight again and prolly cancel, but right now, I just want it out.

Think I almost OD-ed on my supplements these last few days. Vit C took a pounding! I was popping those mothers 10 at a time.



"All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third it is accepted as being self-evident."

Sunshine