hey guys it's me again, sorry but I'm gonna go over same thing again, so big apologies to those who are sick of my posts.

I'm so bad guys, jesus christ. THERE IS NO DOUBT in my mind that I am going insane anymore, I know I talked about it in the past , cause i knew wat the outcome would be, it just turns out it takes longer than I thought - thoiugh it's a very speedy process still, i EVERY DAY my brain, memory, thinking, regressing more, really have no awaraness anymore, still think it's morning though it's 4:45 here in poland, 2 days ago I was in such a rage, yelling, the neighbours called a cop to check over the enxt day. dont need to say got no access to my personality anymore either etc etc u get the picture....

I am constantly thinking why the hell am I GETTING WORSE? yeah, no doubt it's worse worse worse, it's no healing crisis either, it's just continous , progressive brain shutdown, dementia, mental retardation etc. how can it all be mercury directly affecting my brain if the last exposure was almost A YEAR AGO, got all my amalgams out noninvasively , and for the last year it's just worse and worse. I am sure there is not another process at work here directly affecting my brain, god guys I can feel a small part of my brain shutdown permanenetly wirhin the same day, can it all be mercury?? I really started in march , the big brain shutdown, where something attacked my frontal lobes, I had seizures in those parts back than, after which they went silent, than this process kept happening to the rest of my brain (wihout seizures), continoes shutdown, brain going silent, in mid august somethng attacked my left back temperal lobe and completely shut that part down, and I had pressure there the following weeks, and it still feels as If I had a bubble of air in my head, a brain lesion perhaps (?), and it all just keeps shuttind down. along the way I had those strange neurological things facial paralysis, numbness, tingling in different body parts, but most of it dealt with the brain - pressure in the brain which took different forms (sharp, diffuse , in diferent parts).

Anybody get any ideas what might be happening, I was thinking recently some bacterial/fungal infection, but I dont really know anymore, I cant believe it's mercury destroying my brain, I think it's more indirect. Dont feel any improvement when on/off chelating either really.

Infection sounds like a real possibility. Certainly mercury poisoning shouldn't be rapidly progressive in the manner you describe.

Other than the brain can you think of other body areas which have been affected - in particular I would be interested in throat / sinuses. Any other bodyparts involved or any other symptoms?

Jinx my friend you shoul get a viral test. Ive got Epstein Barr. I was told by a doctor that this is a particularly nasty virus that can attack your brain. Someone young he know got it and spent the rest of her life in a mental institution. Much love Tracy xxxxx

no, not really Littlest Hobo why?the skin around my nasal sinuses has been inflamed since the beggining of candida, 2 years ago, no real throat/sinuses symptoms other than that. it seems only my brain is affected, or maybe I just dont remember the other symptoms, if they occured.

tracy, tell me more about that person, how does your doc know that person had EBV, has this person recovered from it, can you get ebv out of your body and rain what does you doc tell u.?

I dont know my darling Ive been given all sorts of d=crap to try and get it out. It even shoesed up an a test my GP did. Its I think all to do woth your lowered immune system. Its a nastier version of galandular fever. When you said to me th other day you felt cold I just wondered cos when mine flare up I get very cold. you can get a blood test for it. IT can hit your brain big time. Im still in big trouble. Too much iron and Aneamia ect. My stupid GP wont give me the b12 shots till I get results form privare hospital, could be dead by then. What is wron gwith these people. Last year they did their own test and then gave me the injections. Right now I could scream. According to Andy Cutler the only way of getting rid of the iron is to have blood extracted on aregular basis. I was told this last year. Did they do anything NO and DAWN WAS SAYING HE SAYS ONE INJECTION IS EQUAL TO 83 TABLETS OF B12. They dont care at all. love you . Get tested for viruses babe or infections both can be detected in blood tests love you always Tracy xxxxxx

Have you recencly or in the last several months stopped taking any medication? (ie, anti depressants or anti anxiety) Stopping these meds too quickly could cause you problems

nope... feel I'm slipping away...

any other suggestions? dog, my brain is dying here

Have you considered the possibility of an (intracellular) bacterial infection?

what do u mean?

I swear to god guys I am mentally regressing, today I'm feeling mentally like a 12yo.noticed recently I am afraid to talk to people cause I dont know HOW to talk to them., have a conversation.

Hi Jinx. I made a repliy in Tracy's post: SENSITIVITY TO LIGHT SOUND AND SMELL, you should check out what I said.

From my research it seems that people can have varying degrees of EBV and in most people it isn't very serious. Personally, for me, Epstein-Barr Virus was THE reason I was sick I am now much better, enough to go to university.

I removed all of my mercury and it made me fell no better at all. I told my ND this and he said he has seen this in many people and he now warns people who are chelating to not "expect the big big AH-HA! moment".

I still have health problems I am tryig to get to the bottom of, I think it is still EBV and so does my ND. He is giving me some higher homeopathic dilutions of EBV, we'll see where that takes me.

I hope this helps
-Colin

How did you chelate?

yeah colin, but we get sick from ebv cause of lowered immunity , and that's where mercury comes into play. I believe ebv or any other pathogen in our bodies (tracy's, mine and yours) would get such a chance to wreck havock if it wasn't for the preceeding mercury/heavy metal exspore. they say all healthy people can contain EBV.

Colin can you ask your nd on my behalf about the possibility of EBV causing sachizophrenia/brain shutdown and whether that can be treatable? I've heard brain is nearly impossible to treat because antibiotics dont cross the BBB.

Jinx, I have also heard that EBV is an oppurtunistic infection and that it doesn't hurt you unless you are already compromised. While that may be true it can cause a lot of problems and should absolutely be dealt with. I can tell you from personal experience that EBV can make you feel really bad and getting rid of it can make you feel better.

Here are some links to the prodct I used:
http://www.progressivelabs.com/product.php?productid=16961
http://www.canadadrugsuperstore.com/more.asp?ProductID=66283&Strength=79251&se=SDC
I can't reccommend these internet stores because I've never used them but this is the product I used.

Another thing that helped get rid of the EBV was hydrogrn peroxide. I bought food grade hydrogen peroxide put 10 drops in a glass of water and drank it. That really got rid of the EBV and made me feel a lot better. If you can't get a hold of the homeopathic I mentioned above you should try the peroxide.

I will certainly ask my ND for you. Antibiotics don't cross the BBB but they are usless at killing viruses anyways. As far as I'm concerned there isn't much homeopathic medicine can't do.

-Colin

Gosh Colin I got a really bad reaction, die off I guess, from just taking a couple of drops, I wouldn't start out with 10, that would have done me in!!!

But I use it to gargle and rinse with, diluted to the proper strength of course and I use it instead of chlorine bleach with all my cleaning. Just don't spill any on your hands when it is full strength, it is very caustic!!!

Sandi
xoxo

to colin:
how did you use those products? they seem interesting... were you using anything else while using them?

Bg123, I chelated with LLs magnetic clay and I took a lot of cilantro. The last time I saw my ND he vega tested me and mercury did not show up at all, not even the tiniest bit.

You are right Sandi, 10 drops is too high of a starting dose for hydrogen peroxide. One drop would be better and if you can then work up from there. I'm from Nova Scotia by the way <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

I h8u, I used the homeopathic according to my NDs directions. Essentially he told me to take 10 drops three times a day (dosage on bottle) and eventually he got me to switch it up by taking 5 drops 5 times a day. You just drop the liquid on your tounge or into a glass of water and drink the water.

I was using many other products, mostly intense adrenal support from Dr. Rind. There is not a shadow of doubt in my mind that it was the BIO 88 that made the difference though, I started feeling better within an hour of my first dose. I could feel it in my kidneys.

-Colin

that's pretty cool. its been confirmed by alternative doctors that i have an infection lying around my liver but i dont know if its viral or bacterial... i hope i can take both at the same time or something. theres a formula for bacteria and viruses. god. i don't know if my problems now are a result of my overuse of antidiarrheals at the time (bismuth), antibiotics or if the bacteria/virus never fully left my body. DAMNIT!

its great that you can go back to uni. i want to go back to school too and get my life off of hold. too sick and mentally unfit at the moment, which not many people seem to understand. they think you can suck it up and try to be happier and it'd work. blah.

There is also an antibacterial remedy made by the same company, it is called bio 87.
http://www.canadadrugsuperstore.com/more.asp?ProductID=66282
There's a link I found.

I once had a painful throat infection that was getting worse everyday. I took cortisol for a few days which helped a tiny bit. I went to my ND and said I think I have a virus going on in my throat (because it always seems to be a virus with me). After a few seconds of vega testing he said it was bacterial and gave me bio 87. Within 24 hours my throat was a lot better. Within 3 days my throat was completely better.

My ND has told me in the past that you can do both bio 87 and bio 88 at the same time and he encouraged me to do so... so look into trying those medicines if you're interested.

There's another one called bio 93 too, its an immune system fortifier. I didn't get any relief from that rememdy but it is also something to think about.

I'm actually just finishing up at my university and I am moving to toronto to go to naturopath school. I'm starting at the Canadian College of Naturopathic Medicine in January. Excited!

Peace
-Colin

haha thats awesome. what were you studying before this? you're in your early twenties right? good luck with your studies!

yeah i saw the bio 87 which was what made me interested in getting both. im taking iodine right now. i think i should finish it first before i give something else a try. since iodine is anti bacterial... i probably shouldnt take it with the bio 88 and 87? i'm a noob. thanks for the help btw.

Its up to you whether you want to combine the homeopathics with iodine or not, I don't think it would cause a problem at all though.

I have been studying mostly biology and chemistry the past four years. I'm doing biochem now which is the last required class I need. Yup, I'm 23. So I should be an ND when I'm 27. I'm happy to help if I can haha.

-Colin

i know very limited bio and chem... but since my infection is in my liver... does bio 88 and 87 get to there so the white blood cells would activate in the liver area or would the two products jump start my whole immune system, and the white blood cells by the liver would do its stuff as well? haha thanks for all the help. i feel bad for all the questions,but i'm not exactly a good researcher...

In short, yes, these two medicines can reach your liver. Homeopathic medicine works differently than herbal medicine, supplements or drugs. Bio 87 is prepared from bacteria and bio 88 is prepared from viruses, the only other ingredients are alcohol and water. I'm not going to pretend like I understanmd how homeopathry works but I know it can. The best way to see is to just try it.

-Colin

Nova Scotia hey? <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" /> LOL Someday I hope to visit there? Do you plan on practising there or are you coming out to the other wet coast?

Best luck with your studies, I bet you will make a fine ND...you sure seem to know your stuff!!!

Sandi
xoxo

Thanks Sandi!

I have lived in calgary twice but have only stopped over in Vancouver on a connecting flight once, from what I saw it was beautiful, amazing trees. I have a lot of love for the city of Halifax and I would be suprised if I didn't come back here to practice when I'm done. A real visit to BC would be nice!

-Colin