hey guys it's me again, sorry but I'm gonna go over same thing again, so big apologies to those who are sick of my posts.

I'm so bad guys, jesus christ. THERE IS NO DOUBT in my mind that I am going insane anymore, I know I talked about it in the past , cause i knew wat the outcome would be, it just turns out it takes longer than I thought - thoiugh it's a very speedy process still, i EVERY DAY my brain, memory, thinking, regressing more, really have no awaraness anymore, still think it's morning though it's 4:45 here in poland, 2 days ago I was in such a rage, yelling, the neighbours called a cop to check over the enxt day. dont need to say got no access to my personality anymore either etc etc u get the picture....

I am constantly thinking why the hell am I GETTING WORSE? yeah, no doubt it's worse worse worse, it's no healing crisis either, it's just continous , progressive brain shutdown, dementia, mental retardation etc. how can it all be mercury directly affecting my brain if the last exposure was almost A YEAR AGO, got all my amalgams out noninvasively , and for the last year it's just worse and worse. I am sure there is not another process at work here directly affecting my brain, god guys I can feel a small part of my brain shutdown permanenetly wirhin the same day, can it all be mercury?? I really started in march , the big brain shutdown, where something attacked my frontal lobes, I had seizures in those parts back than, after which they went silent, than this process kept happening to the rest of my brain (wihout seizures), continoes shutdown, brain going silent, in mid august somethng attacked my left back temperal lobe and completely shut that part down, and I had pressure there the following weeks, and it still feels as If I had a bubble of air in my head, a brain lesion perhaps (?), and it all just keeps shuttind down. along the way I had those strange neurological things facial paralysis, numbness, tingling in different body parts, but most of it dealt with the brain - pressure in the brain which took different forms (sharp, diffuse , in diferent parts).

Anybody get any ideas what might be happening, I was thinking recently some bacterial/fungal infection, but I dont really know anymore, I cant believe it's mercury destroying my brain, I think it's more indirect. Dont feel any improvement when on/off chelating either really.