Thanks so much to all of you, I will look for that book, thanks Dawn. I can't eat the apricot kernels, no nuts at all, I can't digest them and I cannot afford to get plugged up. That would feed more candida and cancer loves candida.

I can just do my best, if I die, I want to die sane, not crazy from the chemo and the mercury. I often still consider it though Tracy, but somehow talk myself out of it each time. The drs told me that the chemo would not cure me, just buy me more time...at what expense? But hey you never know down the line what might happen. I won't discount any treatment at this point.

best love and thanks for all the kindness...

Sandi
xoxo