I have been reading this thread for a few days and also am very sick and can relate to tracy and jinx I have had my days of just wishing it were over but deep down I just keep trying. I have even told my family on a few occaisions to please just shoot me! LOL When you are so sick and you don't see much hope it just makes you feel that way and joking about it is much healthier than keeping it inside. I can see where tracy and jinx were coming from, it is one thing to feel like crap but then you have those days that you can't even remember how to get the soap out of the bottle so you can do dishes or how to get to your daughters house, or to your job, etc... I know exactly how they feel. At least they have a place to go to talk about those feelings as I too know how difficult it is to keep on going sick day after sick day. It might be a little easier if you knew what part of you was going to malfunction that day.RIGHT!!!! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/confused.gif" alt="" />