This has nothing to to with drugs Linda but I personally know I have let people dictate to me all my life how I should think or feel. I think you are a really concerned person, but I know part of my self therapy is to not let people dictate to me any more what I feel or want to say. Jinx and I and a few others know things about our personal lives that we cannot divulge to just anyone. Dont get me wrong Linda I have the greatest admiration for you, I understand some of the suffering you have been through. But there are some things that are so painful in your life, you can only open up to people when you become close. Jinx , Dawn and I have been able to do this and I hope they wont mind me for saying so. It has nothing to do with withdrawal, we all have our own problems and this Mercury issue is just, well the icing on the cake. I find it so sorrowful that someone can be so mean to put on a stupid poll about suicide. I mean come on, where the hell are they coming from. Like Dawn says we are all adults able to make our own choices so whats the point in a stupid poll. You really have to be some weirdo to do that. Let it go, now at this point in my life I dont believe it would be helpful, Ive let so many people walk all over me my whole life and know and been advised, no more stick up for yourself, Nobody has the right to dictate your own feelings. Let this person own up to who they are, Im more than willing to keep this going till I find out. Tracy