you said you restrained yourself from such posts in the past beause of personal faith. by that you implied some people have recources to stop themselves from doing such things (posting) and that they should use them. I'm simply telling you, with this illness, some people dont have those resources available for them. but I maybe jumping to conclusions.

you did , by implying that every mercury sufferer should act in the same away as regards posting. Well sure rules apply to everyone, and am not saying they dont apply to me or tracy, just simply saying some people are too sick on the brain to see the rules.

and one more thing - saying that your own suffering is (probably) worse than others is not the same as saying you are a "better" martyr than others nor does it make you "better" in any ways from others. it's just saying there are degrees to mercury poisoning and you probably happen to be getting more of it based on observations of others posts about themsleves. (or the very fact they feel up to post on regular basis). its far from selfishness and arogance or distinguishing.

and for the record: I was NOT encouraging tracy to make a suicide pact. tracy and I have a language of our own, and I know she wouldn't take t that way. I am SORRY it turned out the way it did, but I was NOT AWARE of how it woul sound, I would have changed the post if it wasn't for the following discussion it brought up.

and one more thing anon - you deciding not to post under your regular username is kind of insulting I think.