Dawn and Kriminal, I agree with you. And Dawn, what you say on this forum is VERY valuable, you are an important member here and you have a lot of wisdom and experience to share.

I was seriously suicidal, myself, several times in the not-too-distant past. What I needed at the time was support and hope. I was very vulnerable. If I'd come onto a forum at that time and read that others were talking about suicide too, I'm not sure how that would have affected me, but I'm sure it wouldn't have been in any positive way.

Let's try to support each other here. There is a lot of suffering and of course it isn't fair, but there can be hope.

Jinx, why don't we talk about some ways forward for you? Your amalgams are gone now, yes, after the removal of some teeth? Have you started chelating yet?