So basically jinx, you can say pretty much whatever you want and just blame it on the illness? Sorry kiddo, there has to be some sort of line to steep from
I usually restrain myself from your threads, and since most suicide threads are cries for help/attention/venting I'll overlook it, just get some sense of control. You may give ideas to other people on the same boat, and believe me you are not the only one.
You obviously can write well thought posts, evidenced by the end of this thread, just edit delete and think before you post