To JInx and Tracy, i dont mind you venting, this illness does all sorts to people, ive had such suicidal thoughts that i couldnt talk to anyone, look at them, everything around me seemed like it was from another planet, i just didnt belong here, i wanted out,and i nearly did it a few times, the suffering was unbearable, i was so torn between life and death, i just knocked myself out with sleeping tablets and hoped i would wake up without these thoughts.
so i understand, but i dont want you to go, what would i do without you two, i love you both so much!
Hugs Dawn. xx