Yesterday I was so tired all day, had to drink coffee just to stay awake as my daughter was here. She stayed at a friends last night and I thought this is just not fair on Keith, so I said," look, iI'll get myself ready and if I feel ok we'll go out for something to eat." Well I forced myself to get ready, we ended up going for something to eat and then went ot our local, which is the most old fashioned pubs you can imagine. Everyone knows everyone. they had a Kareoke night, which is quite unusual for them. I felt fantastic, got up and sung with friends about six times. Just felt like the old me. Today I would just love to die, so tired and emotionally crap. Don't understand, how can this illness keep changing so drastically. Tracy