I love beautiful sunsets, and sunrises. Leading lady, congratulations! Hope you took a video or photos, you'll all love that in several years.

The essiac tea looks absolutely wonderful, I will have to get some.

I don't know anything about Alexander Techniques but often when you pray you do have to wait on God, sometimes a moment, sometimes weeks, depends on the situation. Sometimes he shows up without asking because he knows danger is certain... that is actually how i got to know him when i was younger... he kept showing up, was undeniably God, or Jesus, or one of his angels... I was saved from some horrific things a few times by this incredible invisible force... warned also when going the wrong way... hmmm... one time a lightening bolt hit the ground about 25 feet from me, in the middle of s blue sky cloudless sunny day... and I do know why but I will not discuss it... got my attention for sure... other things. Which is why i have never had a problem believing in God. Because when i would try not to believe... he would show up and pretty much say.. uh uh little girl.... in his own (pretty scary sometimes because he's invisible) way. I don't know why or how some people get involved in things like witchcraft and whathaveyou, he never allowed me to do that in any depth. Which is a good thing but it took me years, about 15 years, to get comfortable with it all. far as prayers go though, he never really answered my little prayers until I knew Jesus. But he was always there when I needed him most, even though I never asked or prayed much back then. At one point I even got angry at him because it seemd everywhere I went this invisible force was with me.. I remember saying to him once even 'Can you just leave me alone please!? Everywhere I go you're there, here!' But that would have been a great mistake, i didn't realize how much he was looking after me when no one else did. He didn't leave leave, thankfully. I guess he knew my ignorance because certainly i didn't. and then after I got saved by Jesus, like my soul you know... it was like a great big rushing wind experience just like in the bible,,, but the wind went into me! And then after that i remember saying to him again another time, probably just a few months after that, 'Leave me alone!' because he was always there you know... and anyway what he did that time was he did leave, just for a few moments, and I about suffocated without him. He came back though when i started to cry. Seriously at the point I got saved I think I would have died otherwise so he has been with me, completely, since then. I have never asked him to leave again. Life is good. I am the living dead. heh. forever. What's really interesting is that i haven't aged much since i got saved in that big rushing wind way either.. I still look about 30-35 years old and guys in their mid and late twenties even try to pick me up when i go out. It's wierd. The mercury posioning put a couple years on me but they seem to be shedding away now after all this cleansing too. my hands look my age though I think, working in the garden and stuff, i am a heavy duty hand user, and a heavy duty hand washer as a result. I have been watching all my friends age horribly the past decade or so. It's depressing.

So anyway... that's my testimony for today.

I am done with my parasite cleanse!!!!!!!!! i might take one last dose of cloves and eat some pineapple today, that's it!

Liver cleanse any day... going to wait a few days I guess.

I think I gave my bod an extra hundred years.


I don't think the bugs get immune to the walnut hull or wormwood, who told you that? The 74 year old lady? The walnut hull is simply poison to them, I'm not sure anything can become immune to it.

the holy spirit has been telling me I had a little bit of a wormy problem all year... ain't that. and I didn't believe it. Just goes to show you I guess. duh me. I should know better by now.

Man what came out of me the last week with the heavy dosing I cannot relate... the past few days... sort of stopped yesterday so i really think I am done for now. Gosh i am so glad I did this. I am not afraid of dying truly but the thought of having to go through life carrying that crap around suffering the gnawing away at my flesh is not a pretty thought.

the headaches... i want to whisper.. the headaches... where did they go Sunshine? wormy head eh? No one ever wants to believe it but, well you know...

I have one last unopened little jar of black walnut hull in the freezer, that's my good stuff. real strong, made from my fast walnut hull and vodka dunk mash. Much stronger than the way Hulda recommends making it, much more effective. That's the stuff that made the extra stuff come out of me bigtime early this week. I am going to get some fresh organic cloves and just a tad of wormwood and just use those in about 3-4 months again.

My 13 year old is bearing up well on the program too. She is seriously thinking of following her course with a liver flush too. She likes the way the parasite cleanse makes her feel, i think she can also see the improvement in me. I would not be surprised at all if she passes a few stones even at her age. She gets cramps when she runs, betcha any money she's got a few little stones in there. Hulda Clark says kids can have them. I met a woman in her early twenties once who even had to be hospitalized for gall bladder surgery, major kidney stones. So it is possible.