yeah truly I did beg last night. I kneeld at the side of my bed and i said.. 'Father, I am not moving from this position till you heal me..'

I felt better in about 5 minutes, really the headache was gone but I woke up with a whammy again. I am working on the illogic of it all, I am aware of it, God knows. Thing is, he is quite real to me, have no doubt, I know for sure Jesus exists, as God in that capacity, and God the Father, they exist, the whole spiel, no doubts whatsoever here about it. He has healed me many time of many things, he has been helping me daily through this.. But there's more going on than I am comprehending is the problem either that or I am a waiting list. I want my teeth healed I want my whole health back, the whole thing and I have been asking every day. But, it kind of goes back to one thing I think, like there was a day way way back where I said to him. 'Father why don't you just kill everything that's evil in me?' because I knew I had a problem there and that spiritual things affect me, even my health.. and you know what he said? he said 'if I did that I would have to kill you too.'

yeah. a certain state of affairs. but anyway...

the leaves are something I can rake for about an hour and then I give up. But hey, being a street sweeper complaining about leaves falling is definitely better than being a street sweeper complaining about litter bugs in a city.

the easy way out is to just mow the leaves, instant mulch. I don't mow though, that is definitely a man's job. Filthy work, ugh, dust and bugs and dirt, not for me. Hot sun, yick. I am not that much of a redneck. Can't stand a sunburned face, very unattractive.

I was wondering if pecking order might be the thing going on with the cats. well, my big old fat cat will win. She already has for the most part if that's it. She sits there about 10 inches from the other cat who just lies down and sort of growls when she's near. Once or twice a day they do the big cat fight sound but still have not left a scratch one one another.