Dear Patty M initially like Dawn when I was first ill, I could barely do a thing and use to stay in bed most of the day, but something happens down the road of this illness, where you can become manic and obsessive, it's almost like OCD. I will take some time to get going in the mornings,especially as I am very lacking in sleep, usually about an hour a night, but then something kicks in and you just can't stop yourself.Like Dawn says everything has to be perfect, so it's not really enjoyable but more like OCD. I sometimes find myself doing a job and then going back to it later and doing it again,cos it's not just right. It's enough to drive you insane! Love Tracy x