Weird Linda cos I slept well for the first time in ages last night, but always wake up at 6, no matter what. I always feel absolutely dreadful in the mornings and don't understand any more, cos although feeling absolutely physically crap, death of my sister, immense family problems, not at home thank goodness. But the last two days have gone into the deepest black hole of depression imaginable. It's almost intolerable. Keep telling myself it's just a feeilng and hope to goodness it gets better, but certainly don't feel like that now. How I'm getting through the day, I don't know. Love Tracy