Wasn't it you Tracy who said at some point that your grandparents or something were gypsy fortune tellers or something like that? well if it was, find a good church that does rock solid deliverance and take the whole family. You are probably living under a curse of some sort whether or not you want to believe it. Every member of your family will suffer these things if you don't break the stronghold that's ruining your lives. As they say, things run in the family. But Jesus can take care of it if you let him.