"well actually i think I did die about 11 or 12 years ago but he keeps lifting me up and making me walk.

You are probably talking to the living dead. living undead, whatever. Pretty cool His breath in my lungs, quite real. It surely is not mine I wasn't born with that. Kind of why you'll never a convince a Christian otherwise " Thats what Im referring to Sosick and thats suppose to make sense to anyone? I have afilthy mouth? Hello my sister just passed away because she didn't have the ability to breathe by herself. How do you think that crap make s me feel? You Sosick can breathe perfectly by yourself you don't need any intervention or help. Explain this to me , because I truly don't understand a word of it. Maybe it's your , interpretation of some intervention from God, read it back to yourself and if you can come up with a rational explanation of your words, I/ll be the first t o apologise as usuual. But if you had just lost a loved one because they wanted to live so badly and couldn't breathe how would you feel reading this. Maybe I am interpreting it wrong I don't know. All I know is it made me so angry and cry so much. Why do you say I have a dirty mouth, see that questions my outlook on your sanity. I've never had a dirty mouth, so explain this also , because I am lost as to where this came from. You give me arational esplanation for these remarks and as I say as always I'll apologise for being wrong, but I don't see one at the moment. Tracy bY THE WAY WHAT DO YOU MEAN ABOUT MY BACKGROUND YOU REALLY SHOULD BE BANNED FROM HIS FORUM AND IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS SO YOU THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING AND BELITTLE EVERYONE ELSE