Dear Linda everything your saying is absolutely spot on. My body keeps going into shock. I know I should still be on the sedatives and exactly how I should be reducing them, Keith and I have done so much research and I know you know absolutely what I'm talking about having gone through a similar experience. Unfortunately I am stuck because the doctor is adament he knows what he's doing and I'll come through it eventually. They don't realise the consequences. I am struggling big time. The not sleeping and shock to my body is too much and especially under the circumstances. I am really worried that I feel so ill I won't make my sister's funeral on Monday. But I don't know what to do. I have spoken to the doctor today, no joy. This is the worst thing I have ever been through. But as I say I seem to be well and truly stuffed. Tracy.