I am no longer suffering, all gone. even the swollen glands I had for several months from lousy dental work, gone gone gone. Ate a bunch of echinacea that yeshua told me to plant a few years ago, seems to have solved the problem finally. Swear I felt my lymph glands actually release the crap enmasse. blessed echinacea.

Learned a lot about dr's in the process. Have not had much experience with them in the past but now I know for sure. Funny I am about 20 years older than a lot of the kids here and I seem to be doing much better than quite a few. Could probably beat em in a race around the block in a heartbeat too. I surely do knock em over on the slopes. So funny, they just fall over when you go by them fast. But they talk so bravely.

Well, enjoy your life and I will enjoy mine. That natural feeling of immortality ends at about the age of 27-35 depending on youir physical condition. Free? You do not know freedom, you are simply accustomed to your chains.

Not a delusion btw. You wish. difference between you and me... there was a day i wasn't sure I believed, matter of fact it was many years... well I believed sort of, but it wasn't important is probably a btter way to put it... thing is, I got saved in my early 30's and all those 30 some very lost years, not once did I ever curse at God, call him names or even use his name in vain.

And look, you actually put it in writing. Hope you are satisfied though you've achieved less than you can ever imagine. It'll hit ya someday, mark my words. Try to remember the finer points then.