It's kind of weird that people who don't want God in their lives come to conclusions like - 'He is that pathetically in need of our belief? All he wants is us to kiss his [censored] right before we die, and THEN he'll be nice to us?'

Honestly. Get over it, and I mean that nicely so that you don't get all excited and agitated. Truly, get over it. NO he does not need YOUR belief. He may not have even known you existed till now. The bible says quite clearly that God knows these people, he does not know others etc.

If your life is just peachy without him then he is fine with that decision. He's there if you need him. Some of us do, some of us don't, it couldn't be more obvious.

If God hated non-believers surely he could strike them dead this minute. But I see you are still here so we need to come to a different conclusion concerning that. He's good enough and big enough to care about you even after all the dumb stuff you say. but if you don't need him, no problem. Continually beating his door down with your negative retorts isn't exactly the way to not get his negative attention though, not a position I would want to be in personally. But again, it's your life.