Thanks Sandi, I know your going through such a rough time too and your an inspiration. I just feel so lost. I wanted to go to the hospital to say goodbye to my sister but they wouldnt let me, they wont tell me anything and I cant get hold of her partner and or daughter, but she is pregnant bless her and I think she must be suffering badly,cos she and her mum were so close, they even worked together every day. Thanks you are a true friend Tracy x