My sister died unexpectedly this morning. They said she died from an asthma attack, I would like it proven. She had anger issues and excess saliva all her life. I know there was more going on. I am not coping at all, I rang the doc and asked for some sedatives and he said no you can have counselling. Well he can shove that. I really feel at the moment I cant take any more. Tracy

I'm very sorry to hear about your loss Tracy. Come here and talk if you need to, we'll listen.

Hugs,
Linda.

Hi Trace, hope you got my private message! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />

So very sorry.

My sister suffered ill health from a teenager, she was just about allergic and sensitive to everything. She tried so hard, worked hard all her life and battled against all the pollution and crap She was only in her early fifties and leaves her children and grandchildren, one not born yet behind. She did not believe in God, like me she had great doubts and now I hope I am wrong and all the believers are right. I hope my sister is in a happier place cos she deserves to be. I hate to think of her having a post-mortem, but it will be necessary to know why she died so suddenly. I didn't get the chance to say goodbye and cannot see her until the post-mortem has been done. There have been so many of my family suffer with these unspecific kind of ailments, sorry Anons who don't agree, but I do believe this sick toxic world is killing us. Maybe some proof will come of this when they find the cause. I am going through hell right now. All I want to do is switch off and sleep ,but I have my daughter to think of. If Anons think I'm whining now. Yes I b****y am. I lost my sister, how much more crap is going to happen to my family. Ok it happens in everyone's , but grief is a hard thing to deal with, especially when it comes out of the blue. I need you guys. Thanks Tracy x

Oh Tracy, I am so very sorry, please accept my sincerest condolences. My prayers are with you and your family.

Sandi
xoxo

Thanks Sandi, I know your going through such a rough time too and your an inspiration. I just feel so lost. I wanted to go to the hospital to say goodbye to my sister but they wouldnt let me, they wont tell me anything and I cant get hold of her partner and or daughter, but she is pregnant bless her and I think she must be suffering badly,cos she and her mum were so close, they even worked together every day. Thanks you are a true friend Tracy x

here is a group hug for you Tracy from all of us, <img src="http://herballure.com/ForumExtras/Images/nanmgpoajd.gif"> be kind to yourself today in every way...and try a prayer for you and your sister, you never know until you try.

Best love
Sandi
xoxo

Tracy, i just want you to know im thinking of you, hang in there!
A big hug. Dawn
xxx

So sorry for your loss Tracy. Life is truly loaded on your shoulders. It must be so very difficult to cope with feeling so dreadful and all this stuff going on.

My thoughts are with you, and yes, I'll say a prayer for you.

Best
Nicola

Words fail me but ma thoughts ( an great sadness for what seems like another inexplicably terrible thing goin on in your life) are with you.
Hopin an prayin for better times which must be long overdue.

Tracy:

My condolences and prayers too. I lost a brother in 1995, and I know how it feels. I really hope you find your way to better health and happiness soon.

TW

I am so very sorry, Tracy. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

That is bloody awful Tracy. I hope that the post mortem is carried out soon so that you can get a little more closure. I couldn't imagine how it would feel to lose my sibling. My thoughts are with you Tracy.

If she died from the drugs she was taking , I doubt if they will disclose the true cause of her death, unless you get a private autopsy.

From Dr. Hesham El-Essawy

Tracy, I grieve for your loss, and I know how hard this must have hit you. I urge you to be patient. Our sadness never returns to us our dead friends and family. We just have to accept that we are not in control of our lives and that there is powers high and mighty above us. We are required to do our best in this life to improve our lot and that of others. I agree that we live in a toxic world. I lost my brother and last month I lost my mother, I grieve for them both and feel the loss very deeply and profoundly, but what can grieve do!

Accept, do your best, but always try to be strong, and you are strongest when you are truly patience.