no matter how healthy, wealthy or powerful someone is today (pick the single most happiest person in the whole world right now (having a bath, sex right now, chocolate, has 10 billion dollars, peace of mind, love etc), in this moment, the only thing that person can be certain of in likfe is old age, and a degree of for what we know as mercury sufferers .. suffering that surpasses even what we have experienced, that may make all this look like a 24 hour a day 5 year christmas party compared to what they experience in the future,. not that we are guaranteed to escape this either. in my life, this would have to be the biggest thing beyond my mind to comprehend. regardless of positivity, or strength, i have seen this fall very early in life and i'm only 27.

what is going on?

benza: my mind has gone there in the past ,and can honestly say that it is very scary to look so far into the future .and it doesn't help that I work around senior citizens all day as part of my job ,but on the flip side to that is working around the elderly folks makes me feel very young most of the time

Lots a folks don't make it to 27 in poor countries and quite a few folks die without too much sufferin. Perhaps this is the sufferin time in your life right now an y'all are gonna be one compassionate dude when ya get the better a this beast.
All things are possible an nobody knows whats around the corner, the only certain thing is death. The hard part is to try and live until the day we die, illness non-withstandin.
Real hard with the mental tortures a this disease but Ah'm doin way better than Ah did a good many years ago and am truly hopin y'all can find some help to get some a this dreadful poison out a your system.

"Life is what happens when you are making other plans." - John Lennon.

I plan on living until i am 100 years old, after that i don't mind when i go. That means i have 62 years to get this toxic slag out me. The sooner the better, then i can get on with my life.

Sunshine