I'VE BEEN PSYCHOTIC SINCE YESTERDAY OR EVEN THE DAY BEFORE THAT I DONT REMEMBER, I'M IN FULL RAGE ALL THE TIME, SLAMMING DOORS, THROWING BOTTLES AT WALLS, SMASHING CUPS TO PIECES, I CRY ALL THE TIME AND JUST CAN'T STOP IT, AND I CAN'RT THINK AT ALL EVERYTHING IS CLOUDED , I'M SLIPPING INTO INSANITY AND IT FEELS LIKE THIS BLACK HOLE TAKING OVER YOUR BRAIN, THIS IS IT, YES GOD YOU WANTED ME UP, HERE I AM UP FOR GOOD , LIFE DESTROYED, BRAIN DESTROYED, PERSONALITY DESTROYED, SOUL UP IN THE ARSE, CONFINED TO PSYCHIATRIC INSTITITIONS FOREVER , I HATE THIS THING WHAT THE DID I DO WRONG?!?!
WHY THE AM I GETTING WORSE EACH DAY??!
WHY THE IS ALL THE MERCURY GOING INTO MY BRAIN SHUTTING IT DOWN MORE AND MORE, WHY BRAIN ?!?!

W H A T T H E H E L L D I D I D O T O D E S E R V E T H I S ?!?!?!?!?!?!!?????????????????


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!