Hello all:

I have struggled so hard with this, and I know what I propose might be wishful thinking. But not really, people are dealing with some new technology out there that will blow us all away. I grew up believing in a life we could love and share. But it seems life is not what we think in this world. I believe I was told by Spirit that this was the problem years ago. But who would have believed?

In any case the damage is done, and the best all of us can do is band together to figure out ways to get better. I am personally sick of it. But I know that others suffer like I do, and want answers. So -- I want to focus my efforts on anything that will help us do that. When I read of others suffering like I did, I about go crazy - I can picture myself with no answers walking around feeling like I was about to die.

I have been tracking blood and hair results for a while now, and if anyone is interested, I would share those. You can definitely see some patterns, and without a road map, how do you know if you are getting better or worse?

I base this on both Cutler's and Huggin's work - though I think both of them reach for it at times!

As for me, I have tried most of it, NDF+, regular chelation with Cutler's method, I have NCD (which I have put aside for now, as I know little about it) and heavy supplementation - which I think is great, but you must do intelligently.

Have I gotten better? You better believe it, though my life is still wrecked, I can actually read a page or two and get by at work. For a while there, I was convinced that I would be on disability.

Let me tell you what, I love beer and pizza, so how the hell do you deal with that? Candida diet???? I have already given up sugar, caffeine, and a lot of other stuff. It ain't right, period. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />

This thing has made me feel, at different time, a leper, a fool, and basically helpless. Now I want to even the score and help others.

TW