^ to anon, would brewing tea with those herbs be okay too? or should i get the tincture for the elimination organs?

hey, jinx i hear you. life does suck and from the year in your username i'd assume you're still very young. so am i. i know sympathy in a jar won't do much for you so maybe i'm just writing this to help myself because venting helps and if what i wrote is upsetting in anyway, i apologize and will immediately take it off.

i can't stand watching people my age do what they want and be able to go to school, while i'm just rotting away and wasting money on possible "cures" and other junk. makes me feel suicidal as well and i don't know why i get myself through the day because i can't regularly function either and i'm on the brink of insanity. i freak out a lot and when i do, i look very much like i belong in a psychiatric ward and i'm scared. i'm scared i'll never get better and bankrupt my family.

i saw on a forum that drinking several cups (4?) of kefir a day helped several people with their candida battle. but then again i don't know if they are mercury toxic or not. i also heard that too many dying yeasts would just release the mercury they stored and super poison you. i really don't know, but i just got my kefir grains today (but i have to wait a few days before it's drinkable) and i'll try it out for a month or so and report back soon.