Thanks Sandra and Laura.

All this is starting to get to me. Because of my anxiety disorder, I don't cope very well with medical stuff and dentist stuff. I get panic attacks if I have to go to the dentist. I don't know who I can trust to help me and I have very little support from my family because my mother is so ill and my father can't cope with much at all. I'm not in a relationship and my best friend just moved away. I feel so alone right now, it's so hard. I don't have much money and am worried about the cost of treatment or if I get worse after it. The detox program sounds complicated and my mind is such a fog I can't face reading all the literature. It gives me panic attacks.

I am terrified at what they have done to my body. I don't drink alcohol, don't smoke, never done drugs, and never been sexually active or on birth control. All my life I have tried to do right by my health and now I find out I was being poisoned all that time. It's so hard, and despite what I'm learning here and on other sites, people in my home life are still not seeming to accept I have been poisoned or the extent of how much I have been suffering over the years (I kept a lot of it to myself so as not to bother anyone).

I hope the dentist I see can help me, but if he doesn't have diamondlite, which I doubt, then I am not in a much better situation because I am not having anything else in my mouth.

I will try and find some of the things you suggest. Thanks for being here. All this is so hard for me.