Its so hard, cos I have days like today when I've promised to take Evie into town to buy her something to wear for my grandaughters Christening tomorrow and Im so afraid. Its just not rational. The christening is about 120 miles away and we are suppose to be staying overnight and I still havnt told my other daughter if we'll be going or not,cos I dont know how I'll be. I've been taking magnesium. which is about the only thing I can take. Why does it have to be so hard. Thanks love Tracy x