I dont envy for you for going through my posts, congrats on getting through them. Multiple personalities? lol I'm not sure if you're referring to all my different names on here or me! I do have mood swings though <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

Well, I'm glad you can look back on having a lot of fun, which is good. I had a wonderful childhood and a great early adolescence, so that is something I'm thankful for. As for the rest? Um, it's not something I enjoy looking back on, nor is the present, but I keep trying to find a way of improving.

Hopefully the amalgam removal will lead you to gaining more stability in your health. Party drugs were not something I got into, I was lucky in a sense because I was too ill to keep trying them. And with my addictive nature and tendency to go to extremes? it's probably lucky I didnt! Many people thought I was on drugs anyway becuase of my mercurial behaviours (uncontrollable giggling spells and very idiotic behaviours). I try not to attribute that to my natural self (though I suspect that has come into it), but I am aware mercury defintely can do that to me. So drugs or no drugs, this stuff can impact a person in some very very strange ways. Think of the mad hatter in Alice in Wonderland! (i'm sure you're well aware of the mercury connection to that character).

Well, I dont know if tommorrow's removal will screw you up, but it may make you feel worse for wear for a while as you do get exposure that is not completely avoidable. At least you are going to a biologic dentist and taking it slow. I think that is actually the safest way to go about it. Just a few amalgams at a time and a lot of protection and not rushing the process. Getting this accummulative neurotoxic poison out of your mouth is definitely a step in the right direction.

Cheers and best of luck!