Dear Jinx, you know people like me and Dawn understand. Im not saying that everyone on this forum isnt going through some really tough and I feel for everyone, we've all got crap to deal with, but aome of us are truly worse than others. I sont know why, I wish I did. I only know how hard the poeople I know well have tried and some are suffering horrifically. And like Jinx and I know Dawn and many others before this illness we were tough, working and happy and life was great and we have fought with all we've got to get that back, but for some of us its just not happening. Love to all Tracy x