Jinx is right life is bloody evil to some of us, just keeps piling on and on. I now have my mum in hospital, having taken an overdose. 2 years ago she would never have dreamt of such a thing I think I have given her my Eptein Barr virus as all her physical and mental symptoms fit. I watch her sitting in that hospital bed mentally confused with a dislocated spine where she fell eating smaties like a baby, and a heart murmer from taking the tablets. If youd seen my mum 2 years ago she was the most dignified person, beautiful for her age and so stable. Now what have I done to her ?she has exactly the same physical and mental symptoms as me....Epstein Barrs spot on. and Im still testing positive Ive been robbed, so has my family and my dear beautiful mum. Yes Jinx I agree life is bloody evil. Tracy