Why not accept the help Jinx - get help, get better, share ur experience and help others in time.
If theres a way out TAKE IT!!!
Yeah i know about hate and anger... but while we have that energy source and the ability to express it, to FEEL (even though it is so awful) then Hg hasnt won.
THANKYOU for keeping on going, because it helps me keep going too.

Virago x