why are all anymonymous postes jack***es?!!?

message from god to change this and that, life is what you make of it blah blah... WELL GUESS WHAT?!? I'M F**KING GOINF INSANE AND THERE'S ***NOTHING*** I CAN DO ABOUT IT, I DONT HAVE THE LUXURY OF CHOICE!!!

yeah you heard me, I'm 10 times worse than a week ago, I CAN I CANT I CANT think anymore, I FORGOT WHO I AM, HAVE NOTHING BUT CONFUSION AND DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON AROUND ME ANYMORE, I FEEL LIKE A PSYCHOPATH WHO ALL OF A SUDDEN STARTED HATING PEOPLE AND AM "AFRAID" (BECAUSE I'M REALLY NOT, I STOPPED TO CARE) I WILL DO HARM TO SB OR MYSELF. SO YEAH THAT'S WHAT'S HAPPENING, SO DONT TELL ME LIFE ISN'T EVIL, IT'S THE WORST THING THAT'S HAPPENNED TO ME BECAUSE IT TAKES AWAY EVERYTHING THAT A MAN SHOULD HAVE :

FREE F**KING WILL!!!!!

YEAH I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AT THE F**KING INJUSTICE OF AL OF THIS, IF ONLY THERE WAS A WAY OUT, BUT GUESS WHAT?!?! THERE ISN'T CAUSE I'M NOT IN A SHAPE TO START ANY CHELATION NOW, AND EVEN IF I DID I CAN'RT BECAUSE I STILL HAVE TWO FILLINGS WHICH I NEED TO GET RID F**KING EXPOSING MYSELF TO MORE MERCURY THE SAME WAY IT HAS SCREWED ME UP 10MONTHS AGO, NO SUPPLEMENTS, DIET HELP AND I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING AND YOU'RE TELLING LIFE ISN'T EVIL!??!
SCREEW YOU LUCKY BA$$^^&, YOU DON'T KNOW A DAMN!!!!