Jinxx, Don't look to the mess mankind has made of this planet and our lives! Look at the beauty in small things-- ignore the ugly and evil - it will always be there but dont get distracted from the beautiful in life! and that means even admiring Nature and color-- Things that are free.

Hang in there Jinxx - You also have us who care for you on this forum so life is even worth living just for that! We're all healing together-- we all need each other

hugs xoxox

Boldyloxx!