No, it sounds like you are being sensible Bex. I wish you all the best with what you choose to do. I know what it's like having to pay for all these things. Sometimes I think that if we just had a bit more money, the depression would ease a little because I find I'm constantly stressed about the cost of everything I buy.It wasn't a worry during the 5 years my husband and I were both working full time, good lord it seems like a distant dream now.

I am having quite a bad day, in tears a lot, just want to curl up and hide somewhere. I wish I knew whether I was doing the right things or just messing myself up more.